absent me

Once again...yes, I'm still alive. I just don't think pregnancy suits me. If I have to hear one more woman tell me that it was the most wonderful experience and they enjoyed every second of it, I think I'll vomit...and believe me...it will be easy. I wake up every morning to a queasy stomach...eat...feel better, then 20 min. later I feel sick again. This goes on pretty much until I fall asleep at night. I feel sick and crampy and irritable, and headaches and so freakin' tired, if I could only stop peeing 6 times a night, maybe, just maybe I could catch up on some sleep! I know it's all normal, and it will hopefully stop, but I'm suprised pregnant women don't just have complete breakdowns...oh wait...I guess husband would probably argue that I haven't already...poor guy. Ok, I'm done complaining...I know, I know, it will all pay off in the end...the end just seems so incredibly far! I've also heard..."it flies by!, so enjoy every second!" I'm still waiting for time to get away from me. Ok really, I'm done, no more complaining, I feel guilty complaining, I know how hard it is for some people to have kids, I should just be grateful...but it feels good to just get it out. I think I'm just in a bad mood since I thought I had the day off today, and the demon boss decided to change the schedule and not tell me, so I have to go in. Don't you just hate that! Thinking you have a day to yourself...not that anyone wants to be around me right now. Anyway, have a great day to all of you, and thanks for checking in on me. I've been very behind on posting and reading all of yours. My brain is really not working anymore, and forming full sentences is really a task in itself. Hopefully I'll be back to myself soon.