4 months

Today was my 4 month check up. Little fetus is lookin' good. Unfortunately "it" wouldn't cooperate and get in a good position so I could stop calling it an it! Maybe next time.

Once again you can tell from the ultrasound how incredibly hot it is. One good looking kid (or frog-depending on the angle)!

Have a busy day, just thought I would post the new pic...I'm sure you were all holding your breath.

Oh, and to my new anonymous commenter...as much as you think we have in common...we don't. So move on to the next blog...BI-ATCH, unless I'm just that entertaining and you want to entertain me with your joyous comments. I understand if you have that much time on your hands.

soccer mom? not me!

Oh Dear Rap, Hip hop...house and Trance why do you torture me so? Actually all this music I hear on the radio is strangely making me miss Manhattan more than ever. It reminds me of the days of VIP sections, bottles of grey goose, and dancing on tables until the sun came up. Maybe it's the hormones making me all misty eyed...but damnit...I miss those days of being young (ok I know it was less than a year ago), carefree...and feeling pretty damn cool. Visions of turning into a soccer mom are filling my head and it's scaring the poopy diapers out of me! What the hell will I do with a baby?? I swear...I sing obnoxious rap songs...I still like to dance on tables...though soon I may break one...I like to wear bikinis and skull and bone necklaces...I'm a rockstar at heart with a voice that could break a mirror. How can I be someone's mother? I'm sure every first time mom goes through the "I don't know if I can do it" phase...but dreaming nightly your baby is a 3 headed teenage monster itsn't helping! I'm sure it will all come to me...just take it day by day and do the best I can...though I won't sell out...bob haircut and mr. minivan! I won't do it!

Where am I?

Hey everyone. I know it's been a while....a long while. I'm doing great...just really busy. I'm still working full time, so between that and everyday things, I just don't have the energy or much inspiration to post anything interesting.

Husband and I bought another new car...the hoopty has finally been laid to rest. For us that is! My sister totaled her car...shes ok..but she needed a car until she graduates grad school in October, when she'll be making the big bucks to buy what she wants. Hoopty is all hers!

My brother's girlfriend has moved in with us for the summer. I know, 4 people in one house! It's ok really...she cleans, cooks and is getting a job. I can't complain. Much better than my brother!

Pregnancy is going well still. Almost 4 months. I guess it's starting to fly by...I still don't look too different yet...so I'll post another pic in another week or so. Other than that not much happening. Hope you're all doing well!